Saturday, 3 December 2016 myself so far and maybe for more time which is fine.

Bear in mind that English is not my first language.

Some 43 years ish, from today the 14th of June 2016, , took place what is categorised by man  under the word kundalini, of course when it takes place it does not come to the brain mind that it is kundalini which is taking place, such word have no place when it is happening.

Still with my parents, in my bedroom at night time, another dream as often was on, and for once this dream seems to have gone to its full extend and brought with it a sort of strange well being, strange in the sense, not seen before, it was nothing  to worry about or whatever else, it was there that is all..

then from the very bottom of the spine, exactly like when coming to a physical orgasm , for a male is what I know, from this bottom a sot of movement took place and practically immediately it reaches the centre of the brain-skull and the impression at the time was the one to be connected, what was I connected to? I cannot answer that and to be honest it did not matter because the well being of the dream was amplified by a lot, that was sufficient and full contentment in itself so there was no point to be asking question at all...

I got up, opened the windows and shutters , and just sort of globally looked, all was tainted with some sort of never lived before amazing Goodness and "energy", impossible to describe all this was just absolutely and totally fulfilling...peace was there..not the peace of man after he destroyed everything, of course , that is death and ashes only.

contentment it was. Then all of a sudden, I heard a female voice right in the middle of the head, to know the effect is possible, just put on a pair of headphones and listen to any voice, not music, but turn off the stereo mode and listen in mono mode, there you are, you have exactly what took place.

On the spite of me all this what taking place by itself, I was not at any moment responsible for this nor for what follows. The voice I was hearing was using a language I did not know, yet I would understand what she was saying, it was not deep huge revelation about the future of man, but a simple and totally really concerned question about how was I feeling, she really meant to ask this question, she wanted to know how I  was , I was not surprised at all by all this at any stage at all, all this seemed natural, still seems so .

And in the spite of me I know how to answer in this telepathic talk, I just had to bring down this energy centred in the head down to the bottom of the spine and bring it up again right in the head and then i was able to answer her question, then it last for sometimes but I lost track of what was said, and she said do not try to have it back you will not succeed. Then all turned itself off, the total bliss and contentment went away, all the visual effect and all amplified sensations too, and impossibly there was not a second of disappointment that all this was gone...this is a vital piece I will come back to when the time to speak of that will be appropriate.

there would be more to it for myself as a matter of  involuntary experimentation but the nature of the "content" is impossible to be told as it was, total peace and contentment would perfectly fit here as well as the sense that ( here are the exact words I said to myself at the time) : if this is possible and it is as it just took place, then everything is possible !!!!

Not everything in man's desires terms of course, but apart from that yes all is possible.

I stop this short but enough version of this moment for now and next will be another experience on that wavelength a year ish after that first be continued so....

Any wise question is welcome...I may or may not be able to answer but we'll see.


After examining the human situation for many years, I have to say I find no hope for the future whatsoever. It would be too controversial to predict a time, but all the trends and indicators are pointing to the complete demise of the human race (and so almost all life on the planet) rather soon. There is tremendous upheaval and suffering coming, like nothing ever before.
As I said, it is difficult to find any question to ask. Perhaps the only one that comes is:
What is our response to all this?

Well , when one read any media, sure it is totally hopeless, they want the flock of sheep to be in that frame of mind, as it is easier to control, fear and rewards as well as violence when needed are enough for the few insane creatures to control us...this is and old is melting , nothing proves that it is mankind job but plain main media propaganda, as it seems that this and much worse took place in some past when man was not polluting..
I have read in many reviews that the Co2 amount is what comes after any rise in global heat...and not the opposite as al gore was trying to sell us , not even for free, as he sold tons of his DVD, and it seems that if the Arctic would be sort of melting, the Antarctic would be quite the opposite...
Anyway, it melts here and not there and so what ? This is thought sweating of terror due to fear..fear being escapism, what is escaping what ??
that is the usual way the leaders, always lying and violent, apart from the very few, keep the flock (all of us here) at hand..
The planet seems to go mad, for me not more that when I was young, the thing is just that what was hidden before now is showing itself up..sort of coming out in fact..since my childhood, I am born in 1955, I have found that this human insanity was there,deep don rooted all over the place, I could touch it everywhere, and when reading a history not written by the winners in fact, we just see a sort of constant insanity going on since ages....we are mad-insane...refusing to cooperate and we have war...
All this is the result of thought using itself as a tool....It was not meant for that as a so called we are still children, not knowing it of course and we became demented...many roots for that of course..
the leader wants us to have fear and to hope, then we are not in the present apart from mechanically only, well it still works...of course we are not a collective species the leaders just have to fight us one by one....when we decided without knowing why and all what it means, to accept so called competition, we the flock of earth have started our own destruction, mental or mental and physical..
The major human problem here is not ice melting or not, the problem is that each one is fighting each one because each one is totally lost within the matrix of thought, caught in opposite choice like good for me or not ,me the leader, the one who always know about everything in its own eyes, not knowing anything deeply for oneself etc our karmic present since ages........because we are told since childhood....and most believe that, when one believes it means in fact : I don't know..and here starts one major mistake, instead of staying with "I don't know" so that thought has nothing to say about as there is nothing in the memory to analyse, I transform in into a belief that will be stored in the memory then thought can analyse it, talk about it ...when in fact there is nothing but illusion...
Science tried to be a new god....its failure,like politic and religion is patent apart for some tools,but what is surprising in that, thought deals with practicality and find out tools...that is juts natural process going on..
winter is too cold so we get central heating, summer is too hot so we get air conditioning, we hate rain when it is vital, we hate changes when it is the fundamental nature of "things" , I could go on for weeks but that would be is just about thought being working alone so using itself according to personal random desires only, desires we usually know nothing about, all this is totally inadequate for life, thought is for me only a survival tool,yet it is absolutely vital as a part of a whole but it is not enough as a capacity to be able to we survive...not related to anyone, anything at all....
we need to have our lost capacities back, for me if things go wrong I have seen that this must take place, this mess is not incidental, thought must fail for our other capacities to be...first signs of it are from very young when one has fear, suffers, is anxious, uncertain etc etc ..but no educator not parents apart from exception have any clue about that....k was one having some very deep clues....
first step is there are problems ,what are they..?
Is thought again going to tackle such question..if so nothing deep will take place...this is where we are...
When people are linked with themselves and not running away like we mentally do, with at least some depth of life, then they cooperate simply because this is a natural order of things, of the Origin, , then when a problem like oh my god we are all going to drown arises..then as a group we deal with it by seeing what the problem is first, and do what can be done...together...but this is not our actuality , ours is fight...
it is very simple but thought has made it too complex and has no more good clues anymore..